UPS ~

So today I'm a little bit nervous since I am going to a meeting to discuss the exact date that I'm going in to UPS, which is a youth center for people with mental disorders or struggles, like if you have problem sleeping, hallucinating, self harm, have an eating disorder etc.

I don't know how long I will be there, but hopefully not too long. I don't really know.
The only thing I really know is that I have to eat breakfast and dinner together with the others, but if it was a really big problem for me I didn't have to, but I don't think that will be a problem. I think that the only problem in a situation like that is that I don't know anyone and that is what makes me scared.
Anyway I also know that I am going to go to school on that place so I don't have to take anything over again or slow my education down, and I am going to talk to a psychiatrist two-four times a week, depens on what they think.

I will also get medication. I've tried a lot before but none of it has helped me as it should so hopefully they find the right medication for me.

After I've been there I am, the plan is that I am going to move for myself and not back home.
The psychiatrist I've had til now want me to move to a place, which is near my boyfriend. Not because of him of course but it is a small town and there are three blocks there with apartments where there also work other grown ups who can take a little more care of me.
So I'm not moving all for myself as I know, there will be someone watching a little bit over me and helping me with the medicine. 

The bad thing is that I have already started on school, in a class I really like. The class I'm in now is really great and everyone is very kind there, therefore I'm a little afraid of moving to another school in case its less good there.

At least I get a date today on when, after what my mum think I will be going in there in less that two weeks ~