In my somehow sad moment

In my somehow sad moment, like right now, my mind only circulate around one thing. Not a very important thing, but still it is something that makes me want to make it the day out without doing anything stupid.

I know she is only a baby, not my baby neither, but I can't really manage not to care for her.
I know that I don't know her yet, since she is just a little baby, but I kinda know that  really love her.
I know for sure that I won't be having much contact with her, since I barely have any contact with my brother.

Still, the thought of leaving her, all by herself in a world like this, it is something I can't manage. Tho the little contact I will have with her, I should enjoy the time that I get, and its not in her baby days I'm concerned, its her teenage years, and the years when she is about to grow up. Find herself.

I know my brother is a good father, I bet he is the best father a little girl like her could ever get.
He is so caring, kind, and lovely, and from what I get, he really do care about his family a lot. At least the other part of the family, but I still want to be alive, and to ''fallow'' her through life, and help her if she would get the courage to ask, or maybe courage her up to asking. I don't know.

I just don't want to leave her behind, to face the world alone.
Cause I know that there is a lot of things, just an ordinary girl like her, wouldn't have the courage to tell her parents about. Not because they wouldn't listen, or get angry.
Maybe simply because that's two people you you need to face everyday, which there is no escape from. And who would do anything in their power to help you, maybe just a teaspoon too much?

Anyway, I just felt for writing it down, like some sort of a reminder to myself.

Yepp, that's me and her. Isn't she just too adorabubble <3 ?