The beauty of the dark ( poem )

The beauty of the dark, is the beauty of your mind
The beauty of the light, is the beauty of your smile
I lay awake every night, trying to fall asleep, but I am to tense
Nightmares blocks my thoughts,

If only you could see what's real in me,
see how I've been changed through this time
Hiding all my dark behind the moon, just so you won't see

If you could see the ugly, crazy, insane things I do,
You would probably asked me why,
and I would reply ''I do it so I can breath easier''
Hunted down by my own shadow, a shock of light could save me for one night
a message from you could brighten up my day, perhaps a whole week

You are my moon
shining through the dark, gazing the stars
embraced in my pain in vain

Look what I have become
A crazy little creature, but through it all
Love is the biggest insanity of them all~

[ I have taken this picture myself, and edited it, please do not copy it or use it; Thanks ]

Your love ~

This is also a poem I wrote when I was about thirteen or fourteen years old. I changed it a bit while reading through it, but not that much to be honest. Perhaps not as much as I should have done, but here goes, its almost like the original so yah ~

You pull me down to the ground
free me from these chains that keeps me down
let me fly into the skies
where angels sings (in glory)

You are my sanctuary
My one and only shrine
So dazzlingly to me 

When I reach out my hand to you,
would you hold it close to you
without feeling of defilement

In my darkest days I find hope in you
As long as you exist
my hope to reach you will never be shattered or broken in to pieces
You can come to me whenever, I'll skip whatever it takes
Without you, I've got nothing to lose

My biggest wish is to be poured down by your love
I will do anything for you, my beloved destiny
I will glitter forever for you, even when I fall into the deepest
Covered by the moonlight silver, falling down on the chest of your broken promises
My blood is pouring out
Let the vampires take care of the rest ~

This is a poem I wrote when I was thirteen, I found it just now at my old laptop and decided that I wanted to share it with you ^^ 
It doesn't have any exact title, but It'll come (:

The skies look so peaceful

like there really exists a heaven

like an unbeliever I should think;  no god can help me out of this

but it's the only hope I've got;

Praying to something I have never even seen

maybe in my dreams with my eyes closed, but not awake

They can't help me with what I fear;

but how can I know, when I don't know how it would feel like, if they weren't there at all

If my God exist, how could I know what I would've done without

I choose to keep my hope to survive

I choose to believe in myself and some sort of a God

Bury me in my God's name, but not in a church

I don't belong there, not at all

My God's paradise can't be copied and paste

Not to a world such as this one

We don't really deserve the feeling of his closeness

Let Him decide himself when he wants to light us through our darkest days

I've always closed myself into the darkest of my dreams.

When I fall to sleep, I always leave the light on

Believe it or not;

I'm still afraid the monsters under my bed

Childish to you perhaps,

but I've seen them for years

Mostly they're not mean, but I'm still afraid

Afraid for what I don't know, and what I can't seem to understand ~

[ This picure is taken and edited by me, please don't steal it; Thanks ^^ ]

Hiii everyone =^w^=

Haii, my name is Malin and at this blog I'm going to post  bit of my past writing, and some of what I write now. It can be poems or songs, or a combination of those two, or just... a normal post made up by my life and happenings~

Soo yah, if you find intrest in my life, keep fallowing this blog 

 ~ I promise you, you won't regret it :'D