Monday, January 28, 2013

Vegan lasagne, haircolor change and school

I've applied for another school, so if they allow me to start there I will start on a new school after the summer holiday. Good to just get over with it, can't really stand my school and I'm tired every day. No matter how much I rest or even if I sleep well I'm tired.

Anyway I have  some things to be happy about;
Today me and my boyfriend has been together for nine months and its only four months until we celebrate one year. Hopefully we'll get there.
This weekend, when I was with my boyfriend I bought this vegan minced meat thingy, and it was the first time I have ever tried to cook alone and I made lasagne.
The vegan meat turned out pretty good, I can use it in almost everything, like taco lasagne etc.
I got surprised when it was so delicious cause I've bought several other soya hot dogs and they tasted like crap. I'm so happy that I at least have some really good food I can make for myself, and my boyfriend which we both can eat. He didn't even taste the difference between that meat and the normal meat he eats!

And one more thing, I got so tired of coloring my hair every second month even though I LOVE the color. So I colored it in another permanent color. Kinda crappy really. Its purple, but really dark purple. I thought that if I blended it out with some conditioner it would lighten up, buuut it didn't.
So now I have really dark purple hair, you can barely call it purple.

I feel like the dark lord Satan or something with my refreshed dark hair.



Pink hair

DarkDarkDark purple

Tuesday, January 22, 2013

School

I've only gone on this school for like six months, and I'm already driven crazy. I have tried to switch school but it didn't work. I don't want to quit school, because it looks bad on the paper + then everything I've done until now will be pointless. There were only two subjects I didn't get grades on, and that was physical activity and science. I guess it could been worse. I got a couple of 5 and 4's. And to my surprise one 6. We have a system where 1 is like nothing and 6 is the best.  so I'm pretty happy with 4-6's, but then again I only got 2 in math. I suck at math. 

On the hospital school there was a teacher who teach me really well. She made me understand math, she sat with me while I calculated and she made color and she drew smiley faces all over my book when I had answered right and stuff. But of course I don't have her anymore and my now being math and science teacher is really to busy to make me understand. So when I don't understand something she just ignores it and when we move on to the next subject.. I'm just all lost.

Thats not the biggest problem though, I hate all the teachers mostly. I don't get along with my other classmates neither. Not that I want to, I just want to go home as fast as possible. 
Most of my teachers are Christians, not that I have anything against christians or Christianity really, people should get to believe in what they want as long as it doesn't hurt others. 

But they tell all these stories about the bible and how their prayers were answered, and I'm getting really pissed. I'm not going on a christian school, we don't even have Christianity as a subject, but it sure as hell feels like it. 

And most of them are really over happy, and what freaks me the most out is when my main teacher comes and hug me from behind and just whisper in my ear, or even says loudly  ''Its so good to see you!'' ''Its so nice have you here'' but then in fact I just want to go home, and I dislike her a lot. 
Many of my teachers are also friends so when one goes out the other one starts to say a lot of posetive things about the other, which is great. just that it isnt true. Its like ''All these 20 years she has been a teacher no one has ever disliked her''. Im just sitting there wanting to yell out ''yea sure, until now'' but no I couldn't do that.

The whole fucking school annoys me.